TTC GIRL- MAY 2012

[Butterfly Spirit]

Negative OPK again... my ovaries are feeling achey, though...

Hows your cervix and CM? I was shooting positives but when I finally checked myself I was dry as a desert in there minus a bit of milky white discharge. Low, firm, and closed.. I Oed already!
I hope you O too soon sweetie!

[coocoobananas]

I really don't think I am pregnant this month but my brain teased me last night! I dreamt that i had a baby girl and actually and older girl as well and I felt this complete feeling that I know I am wanting so badly with my 2 sons as this was my last month ttc! I want to find that with my boys and hopefully when it is confirmed that indeed I am not pregnant I can move on and be happy after my 33 year old friend with 2 little girls found out on Friday that she has breast cancer and will be getting a complete mastectomy as soon as they can get her an OR date, it's making things clear that what is here and now is what to focus on! Not trying for something more when what I have is plenty

[Butterfly Spirit]

I really don't think I am pregnant this month but my brain teased me last night! I dreamt that i had a baby girl and actually and older girl as well and I felt this complete feeling that I know I am wanting so badly with my 2 sons as this was my last month ttc! I want to find that with my boys and hopefully when it is confirmed that indeed I am not pregnant I can move on and be happy after my 33 year old friend with 2 little girls found out on Friday that she has breast cancer and will be getting a complete mastectomy as soon as they can get her an OR date, it's making things clear that what is here and now is what to focus on! Not trying for something more when what I have is plenty

There you are coocoo, I've been wondering how you are hon! You never know if it's your month or not. When can you test? I'm VERY sorry for your friend how very sad!

[Lassie1982]

That's should have said "we ARE 3 hrs apart" not ATE. Stupid phone.


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[suregena]

Hows your cervix and CM? I was shooting positives but when I finally checked myself I was dry as a desert in there minus a bit of milky white discharge. Low, firm, and closed.. I Oed already!
I hope you O too soon sweetie!

I meant to test again tonight but we went on a walk to a pub to meet friends after I got off work and I ended up drinking water so my urine was too diluted to test. My CM tonight seemed more milky but stretched but my CP now seems medium, nearly medium to firm, and I swear it was feeling closed! On top of that weirdness, I've been feeling like achey/dull cramping all day, like AF sort of, with big time bloating. I went to get my son ready for bed (he still breastfeeds at 2 years old) and I had a leak patch on my shirt! What the hell?!? I am well beyond leaking stage with a two year old. Now THAT has me going... huh?!

When I TTC whilst paying heavy attention to everything... I seem to get nowhere! With my son, it wasn't even a thing... just happened! No mess, no fuss. I'm pretty perplexed as of tonight. We're still going to BD for continuity but I am just at a loss. Confusing.

[Kiesse]

Well i go and get bloods done in less than an hour. My morning sickness has returned, never thought i would be so happy about that and to top it off i got a very very clear positive hpt. Darker than all my others the rest have been so faint. So am actually for the first time very relaxed and know i will get good results!

[Butterfly Spirit]

Well i go and get bloods done in less than an hour. My morning sickness has returned, never thought i would be so happy about that and to top it off i got a very very clear positive hpt. Darker than all my others the rest have been so faint. So am actually for the first time very relaxed and know i will get good results!

That's WONDERFUL Kiesse!! I'm so glad to hear it!!!

[Butterfly Spirit]

I meant to test again tonight but we went on a walk to a pub to meet friends after I got off work and I ended up drinking water so my urine was too diluted to test. My CM tonight seemed more milky but stretched but my CP now seems medium, nearly medium to firm, and I swear it was feeling closed! On top of that weirdness, I've been feeling like achey/dull cramping all day, like AF sort of, with big time bloating. I went to get my son ready for bed (he still breastfeeds at 2 years old) and I had a leak patch on my shirt! What the hell?!? I am well beyond leaking stage with a two year old. Now THAT has me going... huh?!



When I TTC whilst paying heavy attention to everything... I seem to get nowhere! With my son, it wasn't even a thing... just happened! No mess, no fuss. I'm pretty perplexed as of tonight. We're still going to BD for continuity but I am just at a loss. Confusing.

Awww well I hope you O soon! Maybe you did though and missed your surge? I'm feeling crampy and gassy.
DS#2 is a super nurser too!

[Kiesse]

I am so happy with my hpt from this morning its almost like there has been a surge all of a sudden! Take a look for your self, this is yesterday s test along side todays test!


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[Butterfly Spirit]

Kiesse, it looks fantastic and I will bet your levels have doubled if not tripled!