Levels not good

[1moregirl]

See what I mean? Would be a huge surprise if I got a BFP from that when we had 2 big gaps from BD. Lol.but fingers crossed anyway.

[MrsGoodies]

Hey, 1moregirl,

Your chart looks like my chart except I think you BD 3x as much as me...hahaha

I swear we BD 2x this cycle and nothing since. DH is either too stressed, too tired, or away....or one of the kids will be having a bad dream and sneak into our bed in the middle of the night.....ugh!

[1moregirl]

AF arrived today at CD29. '

[atomic sagebrush]

I"m sorry.

[MrsGoodies]

So sorry 1moregirl. That sucks!

Onward and upward....hope you can get some opk this cycle

[1moregirl]

Thanks Atomic. I shouldn't have been surprised or disappointed. And I have to lift my game. I cannot honestly say we have been consistently trying for how ever many months because I've often had cold feet or not been using opks. I can't just guess it like that and expect to get a BFP. I'm ok though. Found out a friend who is 34 yesterday has been trying with her DH to conceive for 5 years and nothing...no BFPs or MCS. They have even tried IVf and have been told they have unexplained infertility. She had tears in her eyes as she told me and has 2 little 4-legged babies in case her dream of being a Mum doesn't happen. Have been praying for her hard since yesterday and will continue to do so and she certainly put my situation into perspective and reminded me how lucky I am to have been blessed with the gift of motherhood three times. Then I visited my sister today who has 4 beautiful children and whose DH recently left her out of the blue. Examples all around me to remind me to be grateful for what I do have in my life. I'm not going to admit defeat with ttc just yet, but I'm not going to let myself be disappointed if it doesn't happen. Sometimes I think I must be bloody mad to even still be considering trying, but it is hard to control what your heart wants. I'm going to go back to my FS and demand that scan where they inject dye or fluid into you to check for scarring or adhesions, etc and/or the Hysterescopy withOUT any sort of sedation or general anaesthetic (I will feel better about that as it will cut the cost in half). Anyway, that's my game plan.

[Mums]

Atomic you are truly amazing. You are encouraging and loving to total strangers. You have allowed our brains to rest from worry and anxiety. We are all so lucky to have you!

[atomic sagebrush]

Thank you.