September 2WW

[essnce629]

Rosie don't count yourself out yet-- I had a blaring +opk two days before AF was due two cycles ago and knew I for sure couldn't be pregnant as I was back on the mini-pill that month and then when I got pregnant with DS2 I tried taking opks at 10 and 12 dpo, which was the same days I got my BFPs and the opks were negative. So I definitely wouldn't put too much stock into them. I've read plenty of stories of women who got BFPs with start white opks so you never know! How many dpo are you?

Boysway-- sounds really promising! Fingers crossed for you!

I'm just 3dpo, so nothing exciting today. Got my crosshairs on my chart which confirms O, but nothing else going on. Hope the BFPs start rolling in soon!

[Boysway]

Rosie, I'm with essnce, don't count yourself out unless the witch arrives.

Everything crossed for you essnce

Tiredness or possible symptom. I was feeling light headed and a little off colour at work. I tend to get dizzy when pregnant, not this early on though. I'm only 8 dpo.

[Rosie85]

I just figured since they were dark and then went light that meant it didnt stick. I will still test in a day or two. Your stories give me hope though! I was getting used to the idea of being pregnant again and was super upset to see that opk today.

[girliedreamz]

Oh Rosie! I'm so sorry about your second loss! I've been trying to stay off the sight since my loss (then what I suspect was a chemical last month since I had bfp followed by bfns). HUGE HUGS!!! You have amazing strength to be here and swaying again after all you've been through. Fingers crossed that your girl is on her way soon!

We just had out first attempt this month last night, so I'm feeling hopeful again. We're doing every 4 days, as that's what seemed to work the first bfp. This is month #8 TTC for us...running out of steam... Lol!

Crazy since with my boys, we have two "oopsies" and one where all we had to do was think about babies and he showed up.

[yogi&booboo]

Rosie,
Stay positive. You are not out until af shows. Sending you lots of hugs.

Good luck to all of you ladies during your 2ww journey

[Rosie85]

Thank you girlie and im so sorry about your loss as well. Best wishes to you and I hope this is your month!!

[Rosie85]

Im out. Have blood today and a bfn. Im 100% positive the egg fertilized but my lining clearly wasnt sufficient enough to have a solid implantation. Even though I was barely pregnant im still so sad. All of this loss is really breaking me. Im not sure I will ever be able to carry a baby again. I will try like we planned for a june baby and if that one miscarries too im stopping and getting some testing done. I feel like if I dont get a baby soon I shouldn't keep trying. I dont want more than 3 years between my kids it isnt appealing to me. I should have never gotten my hopes up that this was my miracle baby. Stupid me for thinking something in my life was going to work out.

[JP2007]

So sorry to hear that Rosie. I hope you get your sticky bean next month!

It is so frustrating when our bodies do not do what we want them to. I had a chemical a few months back and the roller coaster of excitement followed by heartache is extremely tough.

[Boysway]

Massive hugs Rosie. Losses take a lot out emotionally and physically. Please don't be hard on yourself. I think you need to take some time out for yourself. Do something for you! I wish I had the words to ease your heartache

[bluebonnet22]

I'm so sorry Rosie. You've been through so much, you have every right to be upset! I hope you get your June baby after all, I'm hoping and praying for one as well.