3rd failed sway :/

[LindaLaetitia]

Here there is this site active anymore?
I am on my third failed sway. While i was not trying at my actual one, i get him on copper IUD. I mainly lived my natural pink lifestyle we only had 1 time BD the whole month, i am 38 and hubby 40.
I had close the door to another child after my 2nd failed sway because i barely can t stand another GD pregnancy and the bind to my sons is still not that good somedays. They are now 4 and nearly 3 years. I am so sad i had another son with no luck at all. Its my 5th child and it was too late for abortion in germany already when i find out i was actual pregnant. Everyone is so sad no one want another boy in my family as we are dominated with women. Everyone love little girls bit boys are not seen as a good part in life, no one ask about my sons and they are not invited to grandma, they only want my first 2 daughters. I dont know what to do at the moment i feel totally lost :/

Thank you for reading.

[treens]

I am so sorry you are going through the disappointment! My heart aches for you! I am not sure if it would be something that you would consider but there are so many families out there that are desperate for a baby, would you consider adoption? You could make another family compleet possible being such a selfless gift