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July 26th, 2015, 02:46 PM
#21
I have been off the forums for a bit but I saw this and just wanted to say how very happy I am for you Lace!! Big congratulations and Happy and Healthy 9+months!!
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July 26th, 2015, 04:21 PM
#22
Dreamer
Congratulations!!! I'm so happy for you
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July 29th, 2015, 09:30 AM
#23
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Thanks everyone!! I appreciate all the well wishes!
I'm still so, so scared and worried there won't be anything there at the scan. I guess after all these years of trying it just makes you pretty cynical about anything turning out well after all that!
Me (38) and DH (38)
SAHM military momma to
DS1 (2004),
DS2 (who's all boy but loves to dance, though not in a tutu!) (2006),
DS3 (2009), and our rainbow baby girl DD1 (2017)
early m/c Jan 2013
Cycle #1 @ HRC (Oct 2014) - 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized and biopsied. 1XX and 1XY abnormal. 1XX no DNA found, rebiopsied and found normal, frozen.
FET attempt #1 (Nov 2014) - cancelled due to functional cyst. FET attempt #2 (Jan 30, 2015) - NT. Remaining embie failed to thaw.
May 2015 - started infertility treatments at OFC. Femara 2.5mg
July 2015 - BFP after second round of Femara. Aug 4 2015 -
6w4d
Dec 21 2015 -
mmc 7w1d
Apr 2016 - IVF Cycle #2. Converted to IUI because of uneven response and leading follicles.
Apr 19, 2016 - IUI with 3 mature follicles (2 right, 1 left), post wash: 17mil, 94% motility and 89% rapid motility. BFN.
June 3, 2016 -
5mg Femara cycle. 5w.
Sep 1, 2016 -
5mg Femara cycle. 8w.
Our rainbow baby girl arrived on Mon Aug 28, 2017 - "After every storm comes a rainbow". We are so thankful and grateful for every moment.
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July 29th, 2015, 09:36 AM
#24
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July 29th, 2015, 09:45 AM
#25
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Thanks XX. I really need to stay away from Google, it's soooo not helping!!
I guess right now until I get to the scan, that I have a hard time believing there's anything there at all, yk? It's been so many years since we've even seen a bfp that I keep assuming the worst. I suppose it's just my heart trying to protect itself, it's a lot easier to assume the worst and be pleasantly surprised than the other way around. Less heartbreak.
Well I guess I'll just have to hang on until the scan, at least I get an early scan, my worst nightmare would be having a MMC and not even finding out until 12 weeks+.
Me (38) and DH (38)
SAHM military momma to
DS1 (2004),
DS2 (who's all boy but loves to dance, though not in a tutu!) (2006),
DS3 (2009), and our rainbow baby girl DD1 (2017)
early m/c Jan 2013
Cycle #1 @ HRC (Oct 2014) - 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized and biopsied. 1XX and 1XY abnormal. 1XX no DNA found, rebiopsied and found normal, frozen.
FET attempt #1 (Nov 2014) - cancelled due to functional cyst. FET attempt #2 (Jan 30, 2015) - NT. Remaining embie failed to thaw.
May 2015 - started infertility treatments at OFC. Femara 2.5mg
July 2015 - BFP after second round of Femara. Aug 4 2015 -
6w4d
Dec 21 2015 -
mmc 7w1d
Apr 2016 - IVF Cycle #2. Converted to IUI because of uneven response and leading follicles.
Apr 19, 2016 - IUI with 3 mature follicles (2 right, 1 left), post wash: 17mil, 94% motility and 89% rapid motility. BFN.
June 3, 2016 -
5mg Femara cycle. 5w.
Sep 1, 2016 -
5mg Femara cycle. 8w.
Our rainbow baby girl arrived on Mon Aug 28, 2017 - "After every storm comes a rainbow". We are so thankful and grateful for every moment.
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July 29th, 2015, 09:49 AM
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July 29th, 2015, 01:51 PM
#27
Dream Vet
Congratulations Lace! I am so excited to see your BFP! I know how hard it is thinking about everything being ok. Relaxing and just letting nature progress is something hard! I wish you nothing but the best and a healthy, sticky, pink bundle!
Married to my High School Sweetheart.
14
10
3 and our miracle
(3/7/16)
Last sway for
ended with a beautiful baby
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Surprise BFP Sept 2013...Ended in
(D&C 11/19/13 - No HB at 11 weeks)
Tried each month with no success at pregnancy on our own from 12/13-9/14. Moved on with RE.
IUI #1 with Injectables 10/17/14 = BFN at 14 DPIUI
IUI #2 with Injectables 11/14/14 = BFN at 11 DPIUI
FET "Baby Stella" 3/17/15 = BFP betas 22,44,51,52...CP
:
Donor Embryo Attempt 2 - FET 7/10/15 - BFP!!
Betas...10 p5dt = 177
12 dp5dt = 534 (30.1 hours doubling time!)
14 dp5dt = 1339 (36.2 hours doubling time!)
17 dp5dt = 3993 (45.7 hours doubling time!)
21 dp5dt = 5839 (175 hours doubling time)...trying to be positive...HRC suggested that both implanted and one didn't make it...had pink spotting on 19dp5dt
please don't leave us yet little one.
23 dp5dt = 12,292!
28 dp5dt = 29,504
1 Beautiful
seen at 6w3d (measuring 6w1d) 123 bpm! Heartbeat seen again at 8w3d 180 bpm!
Anatomy Scan at 17 weeks shows a happy and healthy little girl!
"Life is not what it's supposed to be. It's what it is. The way you cope with it is what makes the difference." Virginia Satir
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July 29th, 2015, 01:54 PM
#28
Moderator
Originally Posted by
XXforhubby
Aug 12. Not too long away - it'll be 7.5 weeks or so then. So far enough along the they should definitely be able to tell what's going on.
I was freaking out last week because of some brownish spotting, and they offered to bring me in for another round of bloodwork, but I ended up saying no. I just don't want to know, yk? I mean if my levels were falling I'd probably mc naturally anyways, and if they weren't then they couldn't tell me to do anything but wait and see. If they were borderline then I would've just worried even more. I also told DH to hide all my remaining HPT's, as, I just don't want to know, LOL.
Waiting is hard, but waiting with baited dread is that much harder. The spotting has stopped, thankfully, but I'm not hurling up a storm yet, so worried again, LOL. As I said, I'm really trying just to distract myself and not Google!
Me (38) and DH (38)
SAHM military momma to
DS1 (2004),
DS2 (who's all boy but loves to dance, though not in a tutu!) (2006),
DS3 (2009), and our rainbow baby girl DD1 (2017)
early m/c Jan 2013
Cycle #1 @ HRC (Oct 2014) - 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized and biopsied. 1XX and 1XY abnormal. 1XX no DNA found, rebiopsied and found normal, frozen.
FET attempt #1 (Nov 2014) - cancelled due to functional cyst. FET attempt #2 (Jan 30, 2015) - NT. Remaining embie failed to thaw.
May 2015 - started infertility treatments at OFC. Femara 2.5mg
July 2015 - BFP after second round of Femara. Aug 4 2015 -
6w4d
Dec 21 2015 -
mmc 7w1d
Apr 2016 - IVF Cycle #2. Converted to IUI because of uneven response and leading follicles.
Apr 19, 2016 - IUI with 3 mature follicles (2 right, 1 left), post wash: 17mil, 94% motility and 89% rapid motility. BFN.
June 3, 2016 -
5mg Femara cycle. 5w.
Sep 1, 2016 -
5mg Femara cycle. 8w.
Our rainbow baby girl arrived on Mon Aug 28, 2017 - "After every storm comes a rainbow". We are so thankful and grateful for every moment.
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July 29th, 2015, 03:06 PM
#29
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August 4th, 2015, 07:06 AM
#30
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Well I guess I was right to be paranoid. I'm starting to miscarry this bean, today is 6w4d. Sh!t.
Was spotting a bit of brown over the weekend, but didn't worry too much. This morning started to spot pink and checking internally had slightly blood tinged ewcm. Did a HPT and the line is fading out, so that's that.
The timing is just rotten (not that there's ever a good time to m/c!) as DH is leaving for new city for new posting today, so I get to have the 'fun' of miscarrying by myself too. The 4lbs I managed to put on in the last two weeks is also rather depressing to me. This sucks so damned hard.
Me (38) and DH (38)
SAHM military momma to
DS1 (2004),
DS2 (who's all boy but loves to dance, though not in a tutu!) (2006),
DS3 (2009), and our rainbow baby girl DD1 (2017)
early m/c Jan 2013
Cycle #1 @ HRC (Oct 2014) - 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized and biopsied. 1XX and 1XY abnormal. 1XX no DNA found, rebiopsied and found normal, frozen.
FET attempt #1 (Nov 2014) - cancelled due to functional cyst. FET attempt #2 (Jan 30, 2015) - NT. Remaining embie failed to thaw.
May 2015 - started infertility treatments at OFC. Femara 2.5mg
July 2015 - BFP after second round of Femara. Aug 4 2015 -
6w4d
Dec 21 2015 -
mmc 7w1d
Apr 2016 - IVF Cycle #2. Converted to IUI because of uneven response and leading follicles.
Apr 19, 2016 - IUI with 3 mature follicles (2 right, 1 left), post wash: 17mil, 94% motility and 89% rapid motility. BFN.
June 3, 2016 -
5mg Femara cycle. 5w.
Sep 1, 2016 -
5mg Femara cycle. 8w.
Our rainbow baby girl arrived on Mon Aug 28, 2017 - "After every storm comes a rainbow". We are so thankful and grateful for every moment.
So happy for you Treens, congratulations Sent from my SM-A225F using Tapatalk
Healthy baby girl :)