Thread: How can this happen ?
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October 2nd, 2012, 08:28 AM #31
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October 2nd, 2012, 08:59 AM #32Moderator
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I get mine here: Early Pregnancy Tests and Ovulation Predictor Kits for Home Use , $35 for 50 OPK's and 15 HPT's, and free shipping but I believe that's Canada/US only for the free shipping.
Hang in there, if it helps try to move on to thinking about your next attempt, or distract yourself with a dinner out, hobbies, buy yourself something, whatever works! Try to remind yourself that if the bean didn't stick it was probably not healthy, and better to start over then force things not meant to be. Still sucks though, no denying that!Me (38) and DH (38)
SAHM military momma to DS1 (2004), DS2 (who's all boy but loves to dance, though not in a tutu!) (2006), DS3 (2009), and our rainbow baby girl DD1 (2017)
early m/c Jan 2013
Cycle #1 @ HRC (Oct 2014) - 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized and biopsied. 1XX and 1XY abnormal. 1XX no DNA found, rebiopsied and found normal, frozen.
FET attempt #1 (Nov 2014) - cancelled due to functional cyst. FET attempt #2 (Jan 30, 2015) - NT. Remaining embie failed to thaw.
May 2015 - started infertility treatments at OFC. Femara 2.5mg
July 2015 - BFP after second round of Femara. Aug 4 2015 - 6w4d
Dec 21 2015 - mmc 7w1d
Apr 2016 - IVF Cycle #2. Converted to IUI because of uneven response and leading follicles.
Apr 19, 2016 - IUI with 3 mature follicles (2 right, 1 left), post wash: 17mil, 94% motility and 89% rapid motility. BFN.
June 3, 2016 - 5mg Femara cycle. 5w.
Sep 1, 2016 - 5mg Femara cycle. 8w.
Our rainbow baby girl arrived on Mon Aug 28, 2017 - "After every storm comes a rainbow". We are so thankful and grateful for every moment.
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October 2nd, 2012, 09:08 AM #33
Oh i'm so sorry mom23 that just sucks.
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October 2nd, 2012, 09:56 AM #34
Thanks again guys your support is amazing. Ive done internet tests today and all negative and also a digital one said "not pregnant". back hurts i feel sick and cant stop crying.
Im going to do another test in the morning with FMU and try not to drink anything tonight and if still negative then i gguess ill have my answer and just wait for mother nature to do what she needs to do and move on. The thought of going back on the LE diet for another month is really putting me off.Mummy to 3 gorgeous Boys and FINALLY our baby Girl
Owen 2004
Ellis 2006
Liam 2009
D Amy 2013
M/C Oct 2012 after 4 months trying
BFP again !! - Nov 2012 - Confirmed Twins at 6+5 then my dreams were crushed at 8+ weeks when one of our twins sadly died.
THANK YOU TO GENDER DREAMING FOR HELPING MAKE OUR DREAMS COME TRUE
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October 2nd, 2012, 09:59 AM #35
I'm so sorry mum23boys. Big hugs. Things can be so unfair sometimes.
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October 2nd, 2012, 10:23 AM #36Swaying Advice Coach
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I'm sorry, it does sound like a chemical.
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October 2nd, 2012, 10:49 AM #37
Oh, no! Mum, I am just seeing this thread now, and my heart is literally breaking for you!!! I am so, so sorry you're going through this right now. Please take care of yourself, and if DH doesn't seem to be understanding, know that you can come here and vent to us any time you need - we're all here for you.
Big, big (((hugs))) to you, Mum. I'm for you.2008
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2013: twin boy stillborn at 37 weeks
Sweet baby boy, you are loved and missed more than you will ever know.
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and wonder what
you would have been like. I love you and miss you so much.
Rest now, my baby, in the loving arms of Jesus.
Biggest shock of our lives - surprise BFP! And it's a GIRL!!!
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October 2nd, 2012, 12:03 PM #38
Thanks Girls I feel a bit better now - I know that it is probably the end but DH found a link about it being possible for HCG levels to go down and stay udetectable until as much as 3 months pregnant - Ifact i spoke to a lady on baby centre who was 5 months pregnant and the doctors urine and blood tests were still saying she wasnt - it was only the ultrasound that confirmed it so you just never know - I will give it a week ( after doing 1 more test in the morning with FMU) AND then in a week if still no bleeding will test again ( next tuesday the 9th ) and see where we are at and if still no bleeding but a negative result Ill call the hospital and ill either need a d&c or an ultrasound bloodtest to see whats going on. Im all cried out right now though so just got to try and keep on for the boys and see what the next 7 days brings - Ill keep you all posted but in the mean time I might take some time away from here.
Mummy to 3 gorgeous Boys and FINALLY our baby Girl
Owen 2004
Ellis 2006
Liam 2009
D Amy 2013
M/C Oct 2012 after 4 months trying
BFP again !! - Nov 2012 - Confirmed Twins at 6+5 then my dreams were crushed at 8+ weeks when one of our twins sadly died.
THANK YOU TO GENDER DREAMING FOR HELPING MAKE OUR DREAMS COME TRUE
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October 2nd, 2012, 01:08 PM #39
So sorry Mum23...
Sept 2008 & successful boy sway June 2010.
M/C Oct 2012
Is DE in my future?
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October 2nd, 2012, 02:17 PM #40Moderator
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All the best for you, and I think it's a good idea to get away for a bit, get some perspective. TTC should not consume your whole life even though it really does for most of us!
Hopefully AF will come and go and you can start anew. In the meantime, try to find something else important to be passionate about.Me (38) and DH (38)
SAHM military momma to DS1 (2004), DS2 (who's all boy but loves to dance, though not in a tutu!) (2006), DS3 (2009), and our rainbow baby girl DD1 (2017)
early m/c Jan 2013
Cycle #1 @ HRC (Oct 2014) - 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized and biopsied. 1XX and 1XY abnormal. 1XX no DNA found, rebiopsied and found normal, frozen.
FET attempt #1 (Nov 2014) - cancelled due to functional cyst. FET attempt #2 (Jan 30, 2015) - NT. Remaining embie failed to thaw.
May 2015 - started infertility treatments at OFC. Femara 2.5mg
July 2015 - BFP after second round of Femara. Aug 4 2015 - 6w4d
Dec 21 2015 - mmc 7w1d
Apr 2016 - IVF Cycle #2. Converted to IUI because of uneven response and leading follicles.
Apr 19, 2016 - IUI with 3 mature follicles (2 right, 1 left), post wash: 17mil, 94% motility and 89% rapid motility. BFN.
June 3, 2016 - 5mg Femara cycle. 5w.
Sep 1, 2016 - 5mg Femara cycle. 8w.
Our rainbow baby girl arrived on Mon Aug 28, 2017 - "After every storm comes a rainbow". We are so thankful and grateful for every moment.
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