Oh Mum, I am so, so sorry to hear this. I was really pulling for you, but now I've read that you're bleeding. My heart is breaking for you. I with all my heart that only good will come of this - that it may help you get your girl, if you are indeed trying this next cycle. Whatever you choose to do, make sure to take good care of yourself. Big, big (((hugs))) to you, my friend.