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December 6th, 2012, 04:00 PM #11Moderator
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I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine. Thank you for taking the time to share your story, I hope it helps start the healing for you.
My family's thoughts and prayers go with you and yours.Me (38) and DH (38)
SAHM military momma to DS1 (2004), DS2 (who's all boy but loves to dance, though not in a tutu!) (2006), DS3 (2009), and our rainbow baby girl DD1 (2017)
early m/c Jan 2013
Cycle #1 @ HRC (Oct 2014) - 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized and biopsied. 1XX and 1XY abnormal. 1XX no DNA found, rebiopsied and found normal, frozen.
FET attempt #1 (Nov 2014) - cancelled due to functional cyst. FET attempt #2 (Jan 30, 2015) - NT. Remaining embie failed to thaw.
May 2015 - started infertility treatments at OFC. Femara 2.5mg
July 2015 - BFP after second round of Femara. Aug 4 2015 - 6w4d
Dec 21 2015 - mmc 7w1d
Apr 2016 - IVF Cycle #2. Converted to IUI because of uneven response and leading follicles.
Apr 19, 2016 - IUI with 3 mature follicles (2 right, 1 left), post wash: 17mil, 94% motility and 89% rapid motility. BFN.
June 3, 2016 - 5mg Femara cycle. 5w.
Sep 1, 2016 - 5mg Femara cycle. 8w.
Our rainbow baby girl arrived on Mon Aug 28, 2017 - "After every storm comes a rainbow". We are so thankful and grateful for every moment.
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December 6th, 2012, 04:56 PM #12
Hope you are on your way to mending. Having been where you are at, I know words from others doesn't help too much. Just know the ache does soften and someday you will be with your baby again. Praying for peace for you and yours.
Me (37) DH (37)
Home schooling mom to (16) (12) (9) (5) (2)
TTC June 2013
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December 6th, 2012, 04:58 PM #13
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December 6th, 2012, 05:00 PM #14Dream Vet
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December 6th, 2012, 06:33 PM #15
I'm so sorry to hear this
I went through the same thing last May with our daughter at 20 weeks. She also had no heartbeat all of a sudden and my body was not naturally delivering so I was induced with cytotec at home. It was by far the hardest thing I have ever gone through in my life and it changed me.
I wish there were some magic words I could say to make you feel better but I know from experience there aren't. :/
It helped me most to talk to people who had gone through it so please feel free me to message me if you want.
But for the most part you need to cry the tears and feel the pain and anger etc to heal.
You are doing all the best things. a memory box. you spent time with your baby and showed him you loved him for the time that you could. I think that is much more healing than never seeing him.
hugsMommy to DS1 (3) DS2 (1 1/2) angel baby DD lost at 20 weeks (5/12) and another angel baby DD at 17 weeks due to ??? (12/12)
Next option will be HT eventually...
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December 6th, 2012, 06:37 PM #16
Im am so very sorry for your heartbreaking loss. No-one should ever have to experience that, it's not fair My heart goes out to you and your family during this tough time xx
2006 (5) (3) & cautiously expecting a beautiful baby in May
Baby Annabelle Clare arrived safely into the world 10th May 2013 - Let the fun begin!!
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December 6th, 2012, 07:31 PM #17
I am so sorry I wish I had the right words to console you!
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December 7th, 2012, 03:28 AM #18
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December 7th, 2012, 11:41 AM #19Big Dreamer
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking for you right now. Praying for peace and comfort for you and your family during this difficult time.
Brandy (38), Hubby (40), 3 handsome sons (19, 17, 6) and 1 sweet girl (3)
Expecting a sweet baby, 4/8/2017!!!
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December 7th, 2012, 11:44 AM #20
I am so very sorry for your loss
Age 7 5 MC May 2012 BFP June 2012 My ~*Princess*~ is now 3 yrs old! MC May 2015 Chemical June 2015
DS#3 Arrived in April
I love my Rainbow Baby with all my , She took a year to conceive! Thank you GD!
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Healthy baby girl :)