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    A years subscription

    I received an email today that my one year Dream Member subscription is up. I can't believe an entire year has gone by and it truly feels the same- I still ache for a daughter with enough force to knock me down. I can cope better with my grief but it's still there, it still hurts and nothing will ever take it away. I have spent the last 365 days feeling pretty damn depressed and the reminder of it being a year just adds anger to that sadness. How can I let this bother me so much!?! How did I allow this to rule me?!?

    Happy anniversary GD. You suck and I truly hope I can be free of you one day.


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    We hear you
    I hope and pray you get your little DD

    GD sucks mega time!!
    Prayed and swayed Boy . . .
    Blessed with a beautiful Girl
    Thank You God



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    I am hoping and you get your DD!

    I worry about DH and GD. He has been saying, throughout my sway, he is fine with a boy. Last night, he said he is hoping that this is a DD and is real excited of the idea. I remember him crying at DS2's US and not wanting to talk for 3 hours afterward (he is a talker!). I hope and this is it for him too.

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    I hope you will get your DD!

    GD is terrible

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    A years subscription

    Thanks ladies! I too worry about my husband, only because he really wants this for me. Honestly, I married the most happy go lucky person I know and he really is content with another boy- story may be different if we had two girls tho?!? He just wants me to be happy and he gets my GD. I wish I had him to worry about so that I could spend less energy on my own issues!

    We could have had so much more fun the past 2 years if we had a PP like so many couple we know!!! Gives me serious rage.


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    I'm hear too, I can't help but think about it every day! How I will take the news of a third boy and how I tell everyone else, because I know I'll get those pity looks for the rest of my life like I will have to defend my boys and life!
    I feel so lost, DH only wants our 2 boys he very content but he is trying again just to make me happy but what if I get a boy and get depression. This is my absolute last chance

    Your not alone sweetie!!




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    I'm there too. I may be a bit better than before, but I still have my momments. At least our chances for our DG are better belonging to this site. I really hope this baby is a girl for you! How long until you can find out?
    DPs sons 21 +13 11 + our 6 4 year old identical twins!

    I might actually be over my deep yearning for a and it's an exciting feeling

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    I will have the NIPT drawn on Monday. Results will likely show up the next week. I am sick at the thought of it.


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    Quote Originally Posted by 2boysJustOneGirl View Post
    I will have the NIPT drawn on Monday. Results will likely show up the next week. I am sick at the thought of it.


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    Everything is crossed, pink dust!!!


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    Hoping and that everything goes well and you hear pink!!


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