(((hugs)))

My sister has one boy nad then two girls. It pissed me off both times when she got girls. Especially the second time because it was a surprise pregnancy and she was SO upset about being pregnant and then just got lucky and got girl #2 (which is what she wanted). The worst part was after the ultrasound. She called me and said "well, it's a............(long pause like I was supposed to get all excited) A GIRL!!!" OMG I got off the phone immediately and broke down.

So, I understand how you are feeling.