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January 21st, 2016, 08:23 PM
#1
Dream Newbie
...Boy #3...
As I write this post I have tears ********* down my face. We had our 20 week scan this morning & it was confirmed boy # 3. I'm so sad... The dream of a little girl has gone as 3 kids is our limit (age, finances, etc). I know I'm probably being selfish & self-centered but I'm just sad that we won't ever be having a girl. And to make it worse a good friend is due with a girl (after 2 boys) in March - they weren't even trying for one! Plus another good friend is pregnant with a condemn-fail baby & I just know it will be a girl. My boys are absolutely gorgeous & I cannot imagine life without them but I'm just so sad... Hubby is being great, even offering that I can have some counseling to help cope as he knows how much I wanted a girl. I'm not sure where to next...
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January 21st, 2016, 09:04 PM
#2
Dream Vet
Oh Hun I'm so sorry I think it's totally fine to morn the loss and dream of never having a daughter.
It's going to be hard for awhile and maybe counselling is a good option. I know when you meet your little man he will steal your heart.
Focus on him how innocent and pure he is, think of a name for him and try to connect with him, in your own time.
I have thought about this situation many times as I have 2 boys trying for our third (taking ages). I know my biggest issue will be everyone else's disappointment, my pet hate!
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January 22nd, 2016, 03:17 AM
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I'm so sorry you are feeling so down. I could have written every word of that about 3 years ago! It brings back a lot of memories! Give your self some time and be kind to yourself! It's ok to feel how you do. I think I cried every day for a month, but eventually I did come around to welcoming another little boy. And he was/is just so lovely! He has a very special little place in our hearts (that's him in my profile pic if you can see it). He was such a tiny wee little thing (6lb 0oz) at 41 weeks born and anyone would be hard pressed to get a cuddle lol. I kept everything really gender neutral for him and bought a whole lot of new things which I think helped a bit. I just couldn't face using the same clothes again.
I just love watching him play with his brothers now and so glad that they all have each other xx
It's been terribly hard watching other people get what I wanted so effortlessly though. My brother and SIL had a little boy at the same time and got their PP that they wanted so was very hard to see everyone so happy for them and they go so many lovely comments while we got the "oh another boy!" "That's enough now!" kind.
We changed a few things (moved closer to family, cheaper house, new job) and decided to try again with a sway and have a little girl due in a couple of months. It's very exciting and my GD is slowly melting away but I will never forget how I felt.
Anyway I'm not sure I can say anything that will help at all but giving you big virtual hugs and hoping that you feel better soon xx
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January 22nd, 2016, 05:53 AM
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Dream Vet
Hugs! I just found out a couple weeks ago that we have boy # 3 on the way. It was very hard to take in at first. We have named him and started shopping for him. It's getting easier.
Covered in blue do you have your sway posted?
2009
2011
7/2016
Due in October
with our baby girl!
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January 22nd, 2016, 09:59 AM
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...Boy #3...
I am sorry you feel this. It is a process. I also had boy #3 (no swaying) five years ago and had a slight GD. He turned out to become a huge blessing in our lifes and is a truly beloved and very spoiled littlebrother . My 3 sons have so much fun together and I would NEVER ever trade them for any girl. Being a all boy mum is so much fun and having 3 of the same gender is so cool and great. So don't worry. Time is your friend and you will be happy and feel gratefull again I am sure. Take care. Love and hugs.
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3 beautiful
& now pregnant with a baby girl due June 2017
Thank you everyone in this site and in particular Atomic for amazing support during
my sway. I am for ever grateful.
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January 22nd, 2016, 12:21 PM
#6
This was me 3 years ago. It was also supposed to be my last baby, I was absolutely heartbroken, crushed, devastated, I just cried and cried. It took me a few weeks to come back to myself again, but the first 3 days were the absolute worst. After a while I just put on a brave face and faced the world with a smile, and announced how pleased we were to have another boy. When he arrived I fell in love with him immediately. And now, he's almost 3 and he's the most wonderful child, all he wants to do is cuddle and be happy, he is our little ray of sunshine. He just fits into the family, it's so natural and easy when he's the same gender as his older siblings. But I never imagined at the time that I could ever be happy with 3 boys. I was beyond crushed.
Give yourself time, and don't feel guilty. You will fall in love with him, even though right now you are just sad. Allow yourself to grieve, it's a loss of a dream.
As for us, my DH suggested going HT for a 4th. We never got that far as this one just made her appearance all by herself. I'm also in my late 30s but I really did want to do HT for a girl despite my age, 3 times was my limit. But I can understand that IVF at 40 is not easy.
Hugs to you mama
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January 22nd, 2016, 02:12 PM
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Dream Newbie
Thanks ladies. I'm trying to put on a brave face but I'm struggling so much on the inside. All I can hear in my head is "I don't want another boy!". I know I'm blessed to be able to have kids at all but I'm devastated it's not a girl. When they confirmed boy I physically shut down until we were finished. I'm struggling to keep it together. Hubby wants to think of names but honestly I can't. I'm not one bit excited. And I feel so guilty feeling this way about this bub - it's not his fault.
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January 22nd, 2016, 03:57 PM
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...Boy #3...
Give yourself time. It is not the end of the world and you will get over it - trust me. Fuck gender. It is not important and not what matters. Think about the special little personality who is growing inside and will become a blessing to all of you. Being a boy mum is so very special and having 3 of a kind is going to be so much fun. Relax and try to focus on something else. I wish you all the power.
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Last edited by Dreamsister; January 22nd, 2016 at 04:16 PM.
3 beautiful
& now pregnant with a baby girl due June 2017
Thank you everyone in this site and in particular Atomic for amazing support during
my sway. I am for ever grateful.
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January 22nd, 2016, 04:09 PM
#9
...Boy #3...
I think maybe swaying is getting ones hopes up because you put a lot of effort and attention into it, so when you don't get your DG you become maybe more sad than if you haven't done anything.
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3 beautiful
& now pregnant with a baby girl due June 2017
Thank you everyone in this site and in particular Atomic for amazing support during
my sway. I am for ever grateful.
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January 22nd, 2016, 05:05 PM
#10
Dream Newbie
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Healthy baby girl :)