Boy #4 for us.

[shouldihope?]

So just as I expected. Boy #4 for us. Roller coaster of emotions for me. It changes from moment to moment.

[princesssarah34]

Awe sweetie....sorry you didn't hear pink! But hopefully he is healthy and he will be a wonderful addition to your family!

[CapricornAquarius]

Aww Im sorry you didnt hear girl, I really hope you can warm up to it before he's born, all the very best.

Im sure your sons will be happy having another bro!! I had the best childhood growing up with 3 sisters.

[dannikins]

sorry hun,
i know what it was like when i found out i was having boy number 4.
it took every bit if strength i had not to burst into tears right there on the ultrasound table.

it took a few weeks , but i adjusted , and now hes my whole world..

[begonia]

Hope the rollercoaster stops soon and you find yourself in a place of happiness with it. ((HUGS))

[TTC5]

Big hugs hun xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[4devochki]

I'm sorry for the darkness you're going through; hope you can allow yourself to grieve.

[Indira]

I´m sorry you didn´t hear pink shouldihope, I´ve read your sway, you really did everything you could have.
I hope you´ll be in peace with it at some point and be able to enjoy

[shouldihope?]

I could not sleep last night. Laid in bed and cried. All I could think is if we just had 2 we could travel or go to Disneyworld, instead of struggling financially. All because I was greedy and selfish and kept forcing it. Don't get me wrong I adore Ds3 but he is challenging. Ds2 has behavior issues as well as other issues. Every day is a challenge with him. Ds1 is stuck being the responsible one that will likely get lost in the shuffle with another one. I am the only person I know of IRL that will have 4 boys and no girl. I wish I could hide out from the world so I dont have to fake it.

[4devochki]

Maybe #2 and #3 will step up to the plate a bit more when there's a baby in the house. They'll love him and love to feel themselves a little closer to the "grown ups" in the house if they can help you fetch diapers or binkies or blankets. I know it's hard to imagine, but there could be positive changes in store for the family dynamic when 3 becomes 4 (I speak as someone with 4 of the other kind, whose #2 was also very challenging, and shaped up quite a lot when her sisters were born). Anyway, I just wanted to send wishes that these good things are in store for you...even if they're not the good things you were hoping for.