Why Did I Do This To Myself Again???

[4BOYS]

Hi Everyone, so after returning from my 12w 5d ultrasound with some very boyish nub shots , i am sitting here asking myself "why did i do this to myself again" , when i am really honest with myself i didnt need to have another baby right now ,i just wanted a daughter right now( if that makes any sense?), me being pregnant again is having a big affect on the kids ive already got and i feel like such and idiot putting my family through this thinking swaying was going to get me a girl, as bad as it sounds i regret it all it was my last shot for a girl and i blew it , sorry just needing to vent

***I Just wanted to edit to say that i do believe swaying works so please dont think i am bashing swaying , i just think i screwed it up somewhere along the line

[TTC5]

Big hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[zibibbogirl]

Hi 4Boys. At 12 weeks it is very hard to tell with any certainty. There is a big chance of inaccuracy at this stage. I feel for you, I really do. Swaying can work and you did your best. Try to stay positive until you know for sure. Your feelings are completely understandable. Thinking of you.

[Myloves]

Huge hugs, Mama xx

[Princess of Pink]

Big hugs hon. I have been there and I know how you feel. If this is a boy you will adore him I promise!! Now that I actually have 5 girls I wouldn't have it any other way....back back when I found out that was a different story.

[Irishmom]

(((HUGS))) 4boys.xxxxx

[4BOYS]

Thanks ladies for all your support ,GD is a B**CH but over the last few hours i have slowly pulled myself away from the edge of the cliff so to speak, i just feel like an awful person about how i am feeling and what i wrote about my pregnancy ,I have been suffering awful HG that isnt ending and am just exausted and weak from the the never ending vomiting so i havnt felt very possitive about being pregnant again anyhow so today just kind of pushed me further , but after suffering GD for 10 years now i know that even though i will never get over it ,i will get through it , thanks again for the lovely replies they really helped

[lobella2]

I am so sorry

[Mochagirl]

I'm sorry you're going through this, 4BOYS . I swayed unsuccessfully with ds3 and suffered GD then, and it's entirely possible I'll be back here looking for support myself after my gender scan on Thursday. You still have a chance of a girl, and I'll be praying you get one, but if you don't I know you'll adore your little guy. Once you know the gender for sure, naming him and buying him some special clothes might help - that's what helped get me through GD last time. GD is HORRIBLE and I wish you as speedy a recovery as possible .

[atomic sagebrush]

I am so sorry 4 boys. Wishing you the very very very best of luck and peace of mind. I hope you're feeling better soon.