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June 28th, 2016, 03:40 AM
#1
Re-Introduction
Hi!
I am back. Some of you may remember me as MumOf6 TTC Pink, but as I am now a mum of 8 (7 boys and my angel daughter) I thought a name change was needed.
For those of you who don't know me, I am Sam. I swayed back in 2014 for a girl as I already had 6 boys and ended up with an early miscarriage in April 2014 and then my rainbow pregnancy was twins, due Feb/March 2015 - my 7th boy and my much longed for only daughter! <3
But in November 2014, we went for a normal scheduled scan only to be told we had lost our girl, to no known reason. Heartbroken and devastated doesn't even come close to explaining the pain of losing a baby that I now live with everyday. Shaylah Anne was "stillborn" next to her surviving twin brother, Braxton, on 20th Feb 2015.
Despite our heartbreak and fears, my husband and I are going to sway once more for our very last bub, so I am back!
Sam <3
Mum of 9 boys & my stillborn angel daughter, Shaylah Anne 20/02/2015
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June 28th, 2016, 04:20 AM
#2
Dream Vet
Hi Sam, I'm so glad you're back!!! I started swaying around the same time as you back in 2014. Your story was so devastating and heartbreaking. I'm glad you and DH will be swaying one last time. My fingers are crossed so tight for you to get your rainbow baby. How old is Braxton now?
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Me: 35 years old. Was an infant nanny and birth and postpartum doula. Now a full time SAHM.
DS1: Aug 2003 (my first home birthed water baby!)
DS2: May 2009 (my second home birthed water baby!)
Oct 2014
July 2016: Laproscopic surgery to remove a ping pong ball sized endometrioma on left ovary and 3 pea size fibroids on outside of uterus. Hysteroscopy to remove one larger "penetrating fibroid" inside uterus.
Oct 2016: Heartbroken after DH's vasectomy. Looks like my dreams of a daughter are gone.
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June 28th, 2016, 04:27 AM
#3
Dreamer
I'm am so sorry to read everything you have been through Sam I can't even begin to imagine the pain. Wishing you so so so much luck for your beautiful Rainbow x
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June 28th, 2016, 04:54 AM
#4
Wishing you s successful sway Sam and so sorry for your loss of your baby Girl.
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Dreaming of pink
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June 28th, 2016, 09:04 AM
#5
Big Dreamer
Hi Sam,☺ welcome back! Of course I remember you.
I'm also back, second time swaying.
Hope you get your pink bundle.
Good luck.
How is your little man?
💙 DS1🚀💃6 💙 DS2🚒💃4 💙 DS3⚽💃1.5
❤DW 27💑DH 34❤
💕☺Swayed pink and pregnant with #4 in 2016!☺💕
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#2
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with #4
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it's a
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June 28th, 2016, 11:28 AM
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Swaying Advice Coach
Hi again and welcome back!! I can't imagine what you've gone through.
Please let me know how I can be of help.
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June 28th, 2016, 11:35 AM
#7
Welcome back Sam!!! I'm so glad you managed to cope with your loss and are doing fine!!! I wish you best of luck from the bottom of my heart. Please take all of my pink dust!!!!!!!
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TTCBLUE 2015
It's a girl!!!
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June 28th, 2016, 02:11 PM
#8
Dream Vet
2 beautiful blue eyed boys who both own my
(3 if you count DH!)
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2014
How strange it is to miss someone who has never existed... but now you are here, I recognised your beautiful face instantly, my little missing puzzle piece
2017
'No one knows when or how their story ends...' My wonderful mum 2014.
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June 28th, 2016, 02:20 PM
#9
Moderator
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June 29th, 2016, 08:35 PM
#10
Originally Posted by
essnce629
Hi Sam, I'm so glad you're back!!! I started swaying around the same time as you back in 2014. Your story was so devastating and heartbreaking. I'm glad you and DH will be swaying one last time. My fingers are crossed so tight for you to get your rainbow baby. How old is Braxton now?
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He is 16 months
Mum of 9 boys & my stillborn angel daughter, Shaylah Anne 20/02/2015
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