My chart after O - please God let this be IT!!!!

[1moregirl]

It's official.....I am SH------ myself now! And literally too scared to test. Last night I was feeling sooooo terrible. I will never take that Alprim antibiotic again as it made me agitated and over-anxious, my tummy was off and I had the runs. I have to be positive if my test is positive and I'm going to need a lot of support as its going to be one huge challenge for me. Even after my miscarriage last year, when nightfall hit, that's when my anxiety set in as I would remember the haemorrhaging and having to rush off to hospital. Other than an awful car accident I had when I was 19, that miscarriage was the most terrifying thing I've endured and I have a fear of hospitals and a phobia of death. Listen to me, I should be excited I guess. It's just difficult, because it's not just you that endures a miscarriage, your whole family suffers as well, and I can't hide it from my kids when I am vomiting into a bucket every morning. Lol! Sorry for my rambling. DH has never suffered from anxiety or panic attacks so he doesn't really get it. Anyway, here is my chart and my God.....I had to take 3 looks at my thermometer this morning and almost fell out of bed with shock.

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[1moregirl]

And chart on its own....Eeeeeeekkkk!!!!!!!

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[Pbn3]

Test test test!!!!!!

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[Pbn3]

No point being anxious over something that may not be but it is looking like an awfully good chart for a bfp. Any time your doubting how you feel about all this go back to your first posts and read how devasted you were after the first couple bfn cycles. I know things and feelings change, mine had and all of a sudden I got a huge surprise bfp. It doesn't take long for your feelings to change back and realise how lucky you are that this has happened. Please test 1moregirl! I've been rooting for you from the start and I'm dying to see how this will end!!!

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[MrsGoodies]

Congratulations 1moregirl!

See? Everything was fine & you do not need that hysteroscopy afterall!

[Pbn3]

What am I missing here mrsgoodies?! Is there a pos hpt I'm missing? 😮😀

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[Katt2275]

1moregirl, I hope this is it for you! I've never had a miscarriage, so I can't relate to that, but I suffer from terrible anxiety sometimes too. I almost died the day my son was born, so I understand the fear of medical emergencies and fearing for your life.

Sending you thoughts and prayers and tons of sticky dust, if this is your bfp.

[atomic sagebrush]

Good luck and pink dust!

[sharon]

aw wow chart looking good!!

[1moregirl]

Thanks all. This chart did result in a BFP, just in case anyone has a look and was interested.