Thread: No heartbeat at 19 weeks
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January 16th, 2014, 11:11 AM #41
Sending prayers to you and your angel...
Sept 2008 & successful boy sway June 2010.
M/C Oct 2012
Is DE in my future?
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January 16th, 2014, 12:37 PM #42
I'm so sorry, I wish with all my might you hadn't had to go through this, it's so unfair....you have got through the worst bit sweetheart, you're going to feel terribly dazed, I don't think I stopped crying for days, weeks, but gradually you'll heal, be patient and gentle with yourself, go with your feelings and let it all out! I found it helped to write and write and write, mostly on here. I hope the labour was somehow cathartic for you, when I look back on my labours, I think all the hours of crying and pain got a lot of emotion out of me, although it was horrendous at the time...your angel will always be with you I promise, she'll be in your heart and mind forever, I promise they stay with us, just this winter I've had a single Violet grown outside my back door, I never planted it and it's winter, it shouldn't be there, but she is...I know my Violet & Primrose are with me and your angel will always be too xx sending hugs, love and I pray for peace to be laid on your heart x
HRC cycle 1 Feb 2012
ER 14 eggs, 9 fert and biopsy 24 GSN, 4 normals inc 2 's
1 transferred & BFP
But at 20 weeks my angel Violet passed away
November 2012 FET #1 - ended in chemical, went down the immune issues path with Dr Gorgy
April 2013 Cycle 2 - HRC
ER 9 eggs, 8 fert, only 5 biopsied day5, 4 normals only 1 girl!
Transferred 1
Beta 10dpt 123, 14dpt 1171
But at 19 weeks Primrose passed away
Dec 2013 cycle 3 - HRC
ER 8 eggs, 7 fert, 1 frozen
Searching and praying for a Gestational Carrier (surrogate)
to carry our DD (under Dr Potters advisement)
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January 16th, 2014, 03:23 PM #43
Am crying for you. Rest in peace little angel…she is getting so much love from all around the world and you are too..
DH: 39 Me: 40 Low AMH/High FSH/Low AFC
2005 DS1
2007 MC at 13 weeks (boy)
2008 DS2
1st Cycle - Jan 2012 - Genesis - cancelled poor response
2nd Cycle - May 2012 - Genesis - 10 ER, 1 ET - BFN
3rd Cycle - Feb 2013 - Genesis - cancelled poor response
4th Cycle - Oct/Nov 2013 - Genesis - 4 ER, 1 ET - BFN
5th Cycle - April 2014 - HRC - cancelled poor response
Nov 2014 - Surprise BFP - 12 week scan showed baby stopped growing at 8 weeks
6th Cycle - DE March 2015 - DE FET1 8th June BFN, FET2 7th Oct BFN
"shoot for the moon, if you miss you will still be amongst the stars"
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January 16th, 2014, 03:53 PM #44
Rest in peace sweet angel xxx
Mummy to 2 wonderful little boys
2009
2011
Cycle #1 HRC- Aug 2013- Long lupron. 11 eggs retrieved, 10 mature, 9 fertilised. 8 biopsied day 5 acgh/day 6 fresh transfer. 5 normals- 4 XX, 1 XY- transferred grade A, fully hatched XX. BFP 4 dpt. 1st beta 9dpt 199, 2nd beta 14dpt dropped 46, 3rd beta 24- CHEMICAL!!!
Cycle # 2- FET- Dec 2013- cancelled due to late ovulation
Cycle #3- FET- Jan 2013-transferred 1 fully hatched grade AA blast- BFP 4dpt, 1st beta 9dpt 678, 2nd beta 12dpt 3195, 3rd beta 25dpt 56,000- 1 HB seen at 6 weeks, 7 weeks and 10 weeks!!!
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January 17th, 2014, 05:29 AM #45Dream Vet
I am now home with my sweet boys and hubby. My littles has been so sweet and has not left my side and gives lots of hugs and kisses, it helps a lot. I feel like it has all been a bad dream and somehow it is not real but I know it is.
I thank everyone for the kind words and the wisdom from those that have been the same heartbreaking experience, it has helped me greatly.
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January 17th, 2014, 06:07 AM #46
I am so sorry, I have been thinking about you constantly. Happy though that you are back with your boys and hubby.
I am sorry if this is insensitive, but I hope you were able to spend the time you needed with your little angel. I don't know what protocol is in Australia and if they give you the time you need.
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January 17th, 2014, 06:14 AM #47Dream Vet
It is not insensitive, and am happy to answer especially if others in the same position see this and it helps in some way.
I was able to see bub but not hold as it had passed a while ago but just seeing how tiny and perfect our angel was helped greatly. The hospital had a Sister from the local church came and that was a great help.
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January 17th, 2014, 06:35 AM #48
No heartbeat at 19 weeks
I'm so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you x
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January 17th, 2014, 08:35 AM #49
So very sorry for your loss x
5 HT cycles all BFN
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January 19th, 2014, 09:34 PM #50
How are you doing Only? Thinking of you. xxxxx
8 6 wishing for a
Cycle 1 HRC in June 2011- cancelled cycle, no response at all.
Cycle 2 at SART start stims Oct 10th Another cancelled cycle. No response.
Cycle 3 at SART, started stims Dec 31st, cancelled AGAIN.
Cycle 4 Donor eggs in South Africa May 2012, freezing and shipping to USA for PGD
FET- 19th July- NT (only 2 normals, both boys)
Cycle 5 Last shot- donor eggs at Genesis- Cyprus using his sperm sort, Jan 2013 BFN
FET Feb 2013 BFP Miscarriage @ 6 wks.
FET June 2013. On metaformin now for Insulin resistance. Mental health starting to border on insanity now. BFN
FET July 2013. Last embie BFN
Cycle 6 Really truly last shot- Donor eggs HRC, planned all freeze Feb, 7XX frozen immune treatment for me
FET May 2014 BFP Miscarriage @ 8 weeks
FET Nov 2014 BFP Miscarriage @ 12 weeks
FET Oct 2015 BFP Blighted ovum confirmed @ 8 weeks. Miscarriage.
SURROGACY!!!!! FET 1xx Feb 4th BFP, HB seen
My precious baby girl arrived Oct 19th 2016
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