Thread: Loss
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January 26th, 2015, 02:11 AM #51
Totally normal feelings 2boys. (((HUGS))) After my miscarriage in October I was super depressed for weeks (probably like 6 weeks or more). It was the darkest I ever felt ever. I would break down crying almost every time I was in the car alone driving and I cried myself to sleep almost every night and DH wouldn't even notice. I didn't want to do anything but sleep when I was alone. Three of my best friends both have 2 girls each and no boys and it's only been in the last few weeks that I've been able to talk to them on the phone again. My one best friend and I used to talk on the phone almost every day and since my miscarriage I've talked to her a total of 3 times. I couldn't bear to hear her talk about her daughter's ballet classes, girl scouts, and love of American Girl dolls. It just made me so sad. It's now been 3.5 months and I'm finally starting to feel normal again emotionally. I also found out that I had extremely low iron (ferritin) from years of heavy periods and then the miscarriage, and that was causing me to be depressed and tired as well.
Me: 35 years old. Was an infant nanny and birth and postpartum doula. Now a full time SAHM.
DS1: Aug 2003 (my first home birthed water baby!)
DS2: May 2009 (my second home birthed water baby!)
Oct 2014
July 2016: Laproscopic surgery to remove a ping pong ball sized endometrioma on left ovary and 3 pea size fibroids on outside of uterus. Hysteroscopy to remove one larger "penetrating fibroid" inside uterus.
Oct 2016: Heartbroken after DH's vasectomy. Looks like my dreams of a daughter are gone.
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