Thread: My sway baby is now in Heaven
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January 16th, 2015, 04:08 AM #11
I am so sorry.
My Ovulation Chart currently TTC, Cycle #16 since last BFP
TTC #1 - swaying pink on & off since Nov 2013 - hoping for a girl first but excited for either!
Dec 2001 - May 2006 : 5 early abortions of healthy singletons (3 medical @5w, 2 surgical @8w, last 4 pregnancies conceived with late DH, all conceived while TTA/on birth control)
Mar 2012: miscarried B/G twins @5w (conceived 2 cycles after remověng Paraguard copper IUD while NTNP), one twin was ovarian ectopic
Me: 34, widowed, late O + short LP, normal-good hormone levels excepting undetectable testosterone, seeking a known sperm donor/life partner
My sway: vegetarian LE for over 28w, skipping breakfast, fibre (ground psyllium husks) with/before/between meals, physically inactive, drama avoidance, ocassional minimal YesBaby lube as needed, alternate cycles on low dose Clomid, double shot lattes (with meals)
Past sway tactics I've dropped (in order): Vitex, Sudafed, antihistamines, intermittent fasting, one attempt per cycle at positive OPK, one attempt in fertile period
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January 16th, 2015, 04:31 AM #12Dream Vet
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Im so sorry Hun, I really hope u find strength to move forward
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January 16th, 2015, 01:15 PM #13
How heart breaking, I'm so so sorry. I hope you are able to find peace...
Sept 2008 & successful boy sway June 2010.
M/C Oct 2012
Is DE in my future?
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January 16th, 2015, 03:31 PM #14
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January 16th, 2015, 06:57 PM #15
I'm so sorry got your loss
gorgeous DS1
gorgeous DS2
Praying and hopefully soon swaying for a precious pink princess to further complete our family
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January 19th, 2015, 11:39 AM #16
So sorry. How are you coping now? Sending you warm hugs 💛
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk2 baby boys blessed Hoping for a little girl to complete our family
Angel baby Decemeber 23confirmedand pregnant again nowPlease, please be my little girl!
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January 20th, 2015, 06:56 PM #17
I received confirmation today that it was, in fact, a partial molar pregnancy.
My doctor recommends waiting six months after HcG goes back to 0 for three consecutive weeks. She said if my #s fall and stay down, I might be cleared to conceive in late June or July's cycle since my HcG was never too high and I'm already healing well (symptoms gone, feeling non-pregnant. Sigh). Fingers crossed.
Right now, my heart is so shattered. I want to plan my sway on a July estimated date just so my Type-A brain can have something to fantasize about (now I sound nutty, haha).
Thanks for the love and support.Luckiest mama to a (2011) and my sweet (2013 unmedicated VBAC).
Missing my Angel Babies (1/2015), lost due to twin partial molar pregnancy. Another , June 2015.. rainbow 2016.
Hoping for a rainbow girl in 2017; PGD/IVF.
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January 21st, 2015, 05:40 PM #18
Today, I went in for my first post-D&C blood draw (first of like, 20 million it seems) and I found out more awful news.
It was a TWIN molar pregnancy... so, a baby (who we saw the heartbeat for) an a molar twin (the egg that got hit with two sperm).
It is just one blow after another. I am so full of anger and rage I feel like I could explode. If anyone has coping suggestions please send me a message. I'm talking to everyone, leaning on faith and spirituality, letting myself grieve, but I can't go on feeling so angry and sad all the time. I feel just lost. I just want my lucky #3 and knowing that I "can't" get pregnant until this fall is a real kick in the... well, ya know.Luckiest mama to a (2011) and my sweet (2013 unmedicated VBAC).
Missing my Angel Babies (1/2015), lost due to twin partial molar pregnancy. Another , June 2015.. rainbow 2016.
Hoping for a rainbow girl in 2017; PGD/IVF.
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January 21st, 2015, 05:48 PM #19
So sorry for your loss xx
2 beautiful blue eyed boys who both own my (3 if you count DH!)
2012 2014
How strange it is to miss someone who has never existed... but now you are here, I recognised your beautiful face instantly, my little missing puzzle piece 2017
'No one knows when or how their story ends...' My wonderful mum 2014.
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January 22nd, 2015, 01:22 PM #20
All you can do is give it time. You have every right to be angry.
I had 4 babies without a problem the bang; 5th pregnancy was a missed mc at 12 weeks. It has made me the most scared, anxious and paranoid pregnant person ever but I couldn't let a mc be my last pregnancy experience.
I really hope time goes quickly for you and you get another beautiful baby (girl!) XMummy to
born Aug 2018
06/14
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