Originally Posted by
Babymad
In a word no! I would only ever go to USA for PDG which would mean taking a family of 6 on holiday plus hi-tech costs which we could never afford in the next few years and then I would be too old. Winning the lottery would be the only way, honestly! DH will be having the snip at some point after this baby is born. We couldn't practically have 5 kids either, not enough room, cost etc etc. I always wanted four so feel thankful we have been blessed with four healthy children but I couldn't go to 5 - I much prefer even numbers ;) So it is a reality that I will never have a daughter, I will never know what she looked like, what her hair colour was, her eye colour, her smile......I struggle everyday with knowing my whole life will have an emptiness that nothing else can fill but a daughter. But life does go on so i will have to manage somehow......