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Three Gorgeous Pickles
I don't really know what supplements there are that help make cycles more regular - what supplements are there please?
We are doing frequent release/BD this month with sylk, but we may not use sylk the last BD before our cut off as we have used sylk every month so far and no BFP so im wondering if this is affecting the sperm too much? What do you think? I am trying hard on the diet (although I 'fell off' and caved in to a magnum ice cream today - regretting it though!).
I so hope this is the month for a sticky BFP. My aim was to be pregnant by the baby we losts due date which would have been 30th May so this is my last try to achieve that aim. Im struggling in my head between swaying hard this month and just trying as much as possible to get pregnant, but then I do want our little girl so much - its a tough decision!
At the park today I saw a mother with three sons and they were having so much fun that it reinforced for me that three boys would be ok - not my perfect family, but lovely all the same and i would be grateful just being able to have a third child. My only problem is that a girl i met 5 years ago at my sons antenatal group became a good friend of mine and we both went on to have boys as second children. She knew that i was pregnant a third time and that i went on to miscarry and at christmas when she was almost 5 months pregnant she told me that she was pregnant with her third too but had hidden it from me as she hadnt wanted three kids and it happened accidentally. She is pregnant with a girl and due the same time as the baby that i miscarried! I am so jealous (it feels like she has my baby). Im happy for her that she is getting a girl after 2 boys but its so unfair - she hadn't wanted a third child, let alone swayed for months and months. Im finding it hard being around her. So as you can see this month is a real dilemma - try everything to get pregnant so im pregnant by 30th may when my baby would have been born and her little girl will be born, or keep trying to get our own little girl which may never happen or may not happen for many more months.
Sorry to pour out all my woes! The closer it gets to what would have been my due date and the closer it gets to seeing my friend have her baby girl the more down i feel about it all.