Originally Posted by
Babymad
Hope your scan goes well. Is that an NHS or private scan? The obsessing never ends. I really got my hopes up for a girl as a few things pointed that way and I really hoped it was my turn especially after losing our little girl, it's so hard not to hope your dream will come true......I really hope you have a pink bean snuggled in there :)
I'm doing ok, had a couple of ok days last week and started to sort through baby things. I bought a new pram blanket in navy with white stars on from John Lewis, I really like it but obviously not as much as the pink one that they had! Some days it's like finding out all over again I am very emotional and feel dreadful but trying to make the most of the ok days. I need to buy a new pushchair so hoping to get a red one. I like the Maxi Cosi Elea. I sob my heart out when I watch things like OBEM and see the women giving birth to girls...to know I will never hear them words still hurts so so much. And it also hurts to know I will never experience my daughter giving birth....that really upsets me as it just isn't the same when your son had children.
How's the house going? Have they accepted your offer??