Originally Posted by
Mathilde
And so the ranting begins.. As you know I am an "ex HT, two failed attempts" kinda-girl. I´m desperate for a girl, and now that I am finally pregnant I can hardly handle the pressure. I know it will be ok when he arrives and I will love him as I do DS1 and DS2, but as DH wont have any more babies I will be out of the game.. Want to spend the next 10 weeks happily fantasizing about "her" room and her clothes and all the girly stuff we will be doing together when the boys are out doing their boring boy stuff, but I´m afraid I´m going to make it all the worse for myself. It´s so worth ruining my career for a girl, not so for a boy, and that makes me feel like sh*.. Such a "make or break" situation!! Charlee: I think you hae a wonderful attitude, I wish I could do the same when my day arrives in the end of august...
I wish we all could meet...
Mathilde
Going to dr on friday to confirm and be sent to hospital to rule out XU pregnancy as my first was in my left fallopian tube..