I received an email today that my one year Dream Member subscription is up. I can't believe an entire year has gone by and it truly feels the same- I still ache for a daughter with enough force to knock me down. I can cope better with my grief but it's still there, it still hurts and nothing will ever take it away. I have spent the last 365 days feeling pretty damn depressed and the reminder of it being a year just adds anger to that sadness. How can I let this bother me so much!?! How did I allow this to rule me?!?
Happy anniversary GD. You suck and I truly hope I can be free of you one day.
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Thread: A years subscription
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March 16th, 2015, 03:42 PM #1
A years subscription
2 baby boys blessedHoping for a little girl to complete our family
Angel baby Decemeber 23confirmed
and pregnant again now
Please, please be my little girl!
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March 16th, 2015, 04:06 PM #2
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March 23rd, 2015, 09:40 AM #3
I am hoping and [emoji120]you get your DD!
I worry about DH and GD. He has been saying, throughout my sway, he is fine with a boy. Last night, he said he is hoping that this is a DD and is real excited of the idea. I remember him crying at DS2's US and not wanting to talk for 3 hours afterward (he is a talker!). I hope and [emoji120]this is it for him too.
Hugs [emoji8]
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March 23rd, 2015, 02:24 PM #4
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March 23rd, 2015, 04:38 PM #5
A years subscription
Thanks ladies! I too worry about my husband, only because he really wants this for me. Honestly, I married the most happy go lucky person I know and he really is content with another boy- story may be different if we had two girls tho?!? He just wants me to be happy and he gets my GD. I wish I had him to worry about so that I could spend less energy on my own issues!
We could have had so much more fun the past 2 years if we had a PP like so many couple we know!!! Gives me serious rage.
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk2 baby boys blessedHoping for a little girl to complete our family
Angel baby Decemeber 23confirmed
and pregnant again now
Please, please be my little girl!
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March 24th, 2015, 07:21 AM #6
I'm hear too, I can't help but think about it every day! How I will take the news of a third boy and how I tell everyone else, because I know I'll get those pity looks for the rest of my life like I will have to defend my boys and life!
I feel so lost, DH only wants our 2 boys he very content but he is trying again just to make me happy but what if I get a boy and get depression. This is my absolute last chance
Your not alone sweetie!!
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March 28th, 2015, 03:52 PM #7
I'm there too. I may be a bit better than before, but I still have my momments. At least our chances for our DG are better belonging to this site. I really hope this baby is a girl for you! How long until you can find out?
DPs sons21 +
13
11 + our
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4 year old identical twins!
I might actually be over my deep yearning for aand it's an exciting feeling
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March 29th, 2015, 07:25 AM #8
I will have the NIPT drawn on Monday. Results will likely show up the next week. I am sick at the thought of it.
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk2 baby boys blessedHoping for a little girl to complete our family
Angel baby Decemeber 23confirmed
and pregnant again now
Please, please be my little girl!
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March 29th, 2015, 07:27 AM #9
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March 29th, 2015, 03:52 PM #10
Hoping and [emoji120] that everything goes well and you hear pink!!
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