I received an email today that my one year Dream Member subscription is up. I can't believe an entire year has gone by and it truly feels the same- I still ache for a daughter with enough force to knock me down. I can cope better with my grief but it's still there, it still hurts and nothing will ever take it away. I have spent the last 365 days feeling pretty damn depressed and the reminder of it being a year just adds anger to that sadness. How can I let this bother me so much!?! How did I allow this to rule me?!?
Happy anniversary GD. You suck and I truly hope I can be free of you one day.
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	March 16th, 2015, 03:42 PM #1A years subscription2 baby boys blessed  Hoping for a little girl to complete our family Hoping for a little girl to complete our family 
 Angel baby Decemeber 23 confirmed confirmed and pregnant again now and pregnant again now Please, please be my little girl! Please, please be my little girl!
 
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	March 16th, 2015, 04:06 PM #2
 
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	March 23rd, 2015, 09:40 AM #3I am hoping and [emoji120]you get your DD! 
 
 I worry about DH and GD. He has been saying, throughout my sway, he is fine with a boy. Last night, he said he is hoping that this is a DD and is real excited of the idea. I remember him crying at DS2's US and not wanting to talk for 3 hours afterward (he is a talker!). I hope and [emoji120]this is it for him too.
 
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	March 23rd, 2015, 02:24 PM #4
 
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	March 23rd, 2015, 04:38 PM #5A years subscriptionThanks ladies! I too worry about my husband, only because he really wants this for me. Honestly, I married the most happy go lucky person I know and he really is content with another boy- story may be different if we had two girls tho?!? He just wants me to be happy and he gets my GD. I wish I had him to worry about so that I could spend less energy on my own issues! 
 
 We could have had so much more fun the past 2 years if we had a PP like so many couple we know!!! Gives me serious rage.
 
 
 Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk2 baby boys blessed  Hoping for a little girl to complete our family Hoping for a little girl to complete our family 
 Angel baby Decemeber 23 confirmed confirmed and pregnant again now and pregnant again now Please, please be my little girl! Please, please be my little girl!
 
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	March 24th, 2015, 07:21 AM #6I'm hear too, I can't help but think about it every day! How I will take the news of a third boy and how I tell everyone else, because I know I'll get those pity looks for the rest of my life like I will have to defend my boys and life! 
 I feel so lost, DH only wants our 2 boys he very content but he is trying again just to make me happy but what if I get a boy and get depression. This is my absolute last chance 
 
 Your not alone sweetie!!
 
 
 
 
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	March 28th, 2015, 03:52 PM #7I'm there too. I may be a bit better than before, but I still have my momments. At least our chances for our DG are better belonging to this site. I really hope this baby is a girl for you! How long until you can find out? DPs sons 21 + 21 + 13 13 11 + our 11 + our 6 6  4 year old identical twins! 4 year old identical twins!
 
 I might actually be over my deep yearning for a and it's an exciting feeling and it's an exciting feeling
 
 
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	March 29th, 2015, 07:25 AM #8I will have the NIPT drawn on Monday. Results will likely show up the next week. I am sick at the thought of it. 
 
 
 Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk2 baby boys blessed  Hoping for a little girl to complete our family Hoping for a little girl to complete our family 
 Angel baby Decemeber 23 confirmed confirmed and pregnant again now and pregnant again now Please, please be my little girl! Please, please be my little girl!
 
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	March 29th, 2015, 07:27 AM #9
 
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	March 29th, 2015, 03:52 PM #10Hoping and [emoji120] that everything goes well and you hear pink!! 
 
 
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