Roll-call!! Due June/July/August 2013

[dreamingpink77]

First dr.'s appointment and scan scheduled for December 10th!!!!

Yay! Great! That's not very far

[OneLastDream]

Hi guys - am feeling really down today - has anyone else had days like that? Been awake for what seems like forever since DS2 came in as he couldnt sleep at 5am. Just laying there worrying about money and bills and how we will cope and oh god what are we doing! I also keep thinking I cant imagine me having a pink bean as it just seems so impossible. Not that I wouldnt love a baby of any gender its just that this is definitely last chance saloon for us and its quite scary knowing you may never get what your heart most desires. I also keep checking my boobs and keep thinking the left one is marginally bigger than the right which would mean boy. I think I can honestly say I am going insane! Its raining here which doesnt help!!! I hate feeling like this - I prefer feeling happy. Sorry for the miserable post. I hope everyone else is having a much better day xx

[3boys]

Mine goes back and forth - super sticky then SUPER wet all day long. I should really wear a liner but I am prone to YI with liners/pads so I've just been changing my undies a couple times a day.

On the subject of all this extra cm, I look at the weekly preg calendars each Monday when I start a new week and this weeks said that the body produces all that extra cm to keep infections and bacteria away! I kinda thought it was more horomones maybe lol but it's just keep flushing everything out in there!

I get yeast infections really bad during pregnancy, I haven't actually had one yet which is great
I suppose it makes sense about flushing everything out, never thought of it that way!

[3boys]

Hi guys - am feeling really down today - has anyone else had days like that? Been awake for what seems like forever since DS2 came in as he couldnt sleep at 5am. Just laying there worrying about money and bills and how we will cope and oh god what are we doing! I also keep thinking I cant imagine me having a pink bean as it just seems so impossible. Not that I wouldnt love a baby of any gender its just that this is definitely last chance saloon for us and its quite scary knowing you may never get what your heart most desires. I also keep checking my boobs and keep thinking the left one is marginally bigger than the right which would mean boy. I think I can honestly say I am going insane! Its raining here which doesnt help!!! I hate feeling like this - I prefer feeling happy. Sorry for the miserable post. I hope everyone else is having a much better day xx

Oh Hun. Sending hugs. My kids woke me up at 4.30 am this morning, I was not a happy mummy!!
I know what you mean about not being able to imagine ever having a daughter because I feel the exact same way. I know to some it comes so easily but for us it just feels like we are programmed that way. Which I'm sure isn't true and we have just as much chance!!!
I am dreading my ultrasound on the 6th as I know I will be nubsessing and I just want to be in denial for a tad longer. I know as soon as the sonographer touches my belly I will see a sticky out boy nub as clear as day!
I wouldn't hold much stock in the boob thing ha ha ha... But I just checked and mines the same xx

[OneLastDream]

Oh Hun. Sending hugs. My kids woke me up at 4.30 am this morning, I was not a happy mummy!!
I know what you mean about not being able to imagine ever having a daughter because I feel the exact same way. I know to some it comes so easily but for us it just feels like we are programmed that way. Which I'm sure isn't true and we have just as much chance!!!
I am dreading my ultrasound on the 6th as I know I will be nubsessing and I just want to be in denial for a tad longer. I know as soon as the sonographer touches my belly I will see a sticky out boy nub as clear as day!
I wouldn't hold much stock in the boob thing ha ha ha... But I just checked and mines the same xx

Thanks for the hugs x it just seems so surreal to ever hear that 'it's a girl' - I know they said it with ds2 and I basically skipped around the car park - was so happy! I just would love to experience that feeling again! I hope we all do on here - would be totally amazing. I constantly ask dh to look at my boobs!!! I think it's supposed to notice more later in the day lol!!!! I think I expected to be really sick if I had a pink one and I haven't been so that feels me with dread too. Know what you mean about the scan - I will be looking for the exact same thing too plus because its nhs it's very touch and go as to whether you would get a nub profile shot. I think what I need to do is get all the Christmas presses sorted - maybe that would make me feel better! Xx

[dreamingpink77]

Hi guys - am feeling really down today - has anyone else had days like that? Been awake for what seems like forever since DS2 came in as he couldnt sleep at 5am. Just laying there worrying about money and bills and how we will cope and oh god what are we doing! I also keep thinking I cant imagine me having a pink bean as it just seems so impossible. Not that I wouldnt love a baby of any gender its just that this is definitely last chance saloon for us and its quite scary knowing you may never get what your heart most desires. I also keep checking my boobs and keep thinking the left one is marginally bigger than the right which would mean boy. I think I can honestly say I am going insane! Its raining here which doesnt help!!! I hate feeling like this - I prefer feeling happy. Sorry for the miserable post. I hope everyone else is having a much better day xx

So sorry you are feeling like this hun I very much understand you. I think we all have sad days where everything seems to be wrong. You are not alone and pregnancy hormones don't help at all. If this makes you feel better, I was in a miserable condition yesterday too. Like you, couldn't sleep during the night. I'm very much convinced I'm having a boy and this is the last baby for us too. I'm afraid that gender disappointment will be much worse than I thought I could handle. I'm already crying so much cause I want a girl so badly and I'm feeling very guilty of feeling this way. Sometimes I feel I don't deserve this baby cause it is so unfair of me to want a girl so badly if I'm carrying a boy. I even told hubby at one point this week to adopt a girl. I too am feeling I'm going insane dear. I try to be positive but I'm finding it quite hard. Sorry, I should be giving you words of support not spilling my sorrows over here. But wanted to assure you that you are not alone sweetie. Let's pray we will be able to accept whatever intentions God has for us. Hope you will be feeling better soon.
By the way, I don't think boop size matters much which gender you are having

[dreamingpink77]

Thanks for the hugs x it just seems so surreal to ever hear that 'it's a girl' - I know they said it with ds2 and I basically skipped around the car park - was so happy! I just would love to experience that feeling again! I hope we all do on here - would be totally amazing. I constantly ask dh to look at my boobs!!! I think it's supposed to notice more later in the day lol!!!! I think I expected to be really sick if I had a pink one and I haven't been so that feels me with dread too. Know what you mean about the scan - I will be looking for the exact same thing too plus because its nhs it's very touch and go as to whether you would get a nub profile shot. I think what I need to do is get all the Christmas presses sorted - maybe that would make me feel better! Xx

Just read this post....did your dr tell you that you were having a girl when you had ds and then you had your son? I mean, did he do a mistake?

[OneLastDream]

So sorry you are feeling like this hun I very much understand you. I think we all have sad days where everything seems to be wrong. You are not alone and pregnancy hormones don't help at all. If this makes you feel better, I was in a miserable condition yesterday too. Like you, couldn't sleep during the night. I'm very much convinced I'm having a boy and this is the last baby for us too. I'm afraid that gender disappointment will be much worse than I thought I could handle. I'm already crying so much cause I want a girl so badly and I'm feeling very guilty of feeling this way. Sometimes I feel I don't deserve this baby cause it is so unfair of me to want a girl so badly if I'm carrying a boy. I even told hubby at one point this week to adopt a girl. I too am feeling I'm going insane dear. I try to be positive but I'm finding it quite hard. Sorry, I should be giving you words of support not spilling my sorrows over here. But wanted to assure you that you are not alone sweetie. Let's pray we will be able to accept whatever intentions God has for us. Hope you will be feeling better soon.
By the way, I don't think boop size matters much which gender you are having

Thank you for your kind words and sorry you are feeling down too - I keep hoping and praying we will all get the genders we so desire - that would just be fantastic. I have to keep reminding myself how fantastic ds3 is and I had awful gd with him from 12 to 20 weeks pregnant but he is absolutely amazing as are my other two too and couldn't imagine life without them but it doesn't always help!!! It's so lovely we can all help each other as not many people would understand x

[OneLastDream]

Just read this post....did your dr tell you that you were having a girl when you had ds and then you had your son? I mean, did he do a mistake?

I got told at 12 weeks 75% girl but the tech is so great I just took it as gospel, then at 20 weeks they said they were inclined to agree was a girl as they couldn't see anything. I found out at birth he was a boy. I hadn't bought pink as I am really superstitious and didn't want to jinx anything. I bonded straight away but I did cry for about 3-4 weeks after and the midwives were really worried about me and I never want to experience that low feeling again ever and I would wish no one else had to experience it either. I couldn't stop grinning when they told me girl though - was a lovely feeling. Not finding out at 12 weeks this time!!!!

[Atsaukina1]

sorry they even made a guess at 12 weeks that's horrible to be told girl at 20 when they didn't actually see. sorry you had to go through all that my friend got told girl at 16 weeks and then boy at 20. think she had several us though since she was hr so it was confirmed. are you going to find out at all this time??