Am I alone in my struggle

[Quad7114]

My first pregnancy was a girl and she passed away on my birthday It was 14 yrs ago. I don't think or talk about it very much b/c that's how I deal with it. Since then I've had 3 boys. I love my boys dearly and believe I had 3 boys for a reason. For the last year my husband has had sole custody of his daughter and she is 3. Her Mom has no rights of her. I take care of her b/c he works a lot. She has abandonment issues but I try my best. Before she came along my husband and I always talked about having another kid. I have 2 boys with my first husband and 1 with my current husband. I told him that I still want to have one more even tho we have his daughter now. I want my own. So I've been working on my sway and hubby is on board. I know it's hard. I've prepared for this sway since July/August and this is my one shot. So I would let your body heal a little bit and then get back on track for your pink sway. Don't put soo much pressure on yourself. I would hate for you to resent yourself as if you didn't try hard enough for your sway if it ended up being opposite.

(((Hugs)))

[1+2+3boys]

Just letting you know I had not forgotten this post, just got super busy. We did not sway for the twins. Was going to for number three but did not anticipate we would have number 2 and 3! Will reply in more detail later