Awesome April 2ww & TTC thread [emoji120]

[Pbn3]

Verena that's amazing [emoji7]!!

Abc trust in your instinct [emoji173] if its telling you next cycle is too soon then I would wait. If you feel comfortable trying then go for it. You will know when its time xo

Mummy2boys a bd today wouldn't have likely contributed to conceiving if you o today so don't be too disappointed. You have a 2-o and a 1-o attempts and seriously cant get any better than that. How exciting!!!! Cant wait to see your next temp and fx fx fx its in post o range [emoji120]

DS 2012 [emoji170] DS 2014 [emoji170]
After 3 losses had DD 2018 [emoji178]

[ABC.2606]

Verena! Such great news!
ABC Dh’s cousin has her healthy rainbow after three losses! You are going to get yours too! [emoji175]
Mummy! That is so frustrating! [emoji1317] you caught that egg anyways!


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Thanks Mommy I'm overwhelmed again tonight - I just don't know how much more I can handle. I want a baby girl so dang bad but the physical, mental and emotional drain is really adding up. I told DH at dinner tonight I'm just so exhausted. We'll see I guess.

[Pbn3]

AF arrived a day early, looks like it's still not my turn yet! Hopefully next cycle. Wishing everyone else BFP's this month!!

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Sorry to hear eighme [emoji17] Enjoy a nice big glass of wine and give yourself a few days to regroup. Are you going to do e4d this cycle or something else?

DS 2012 [emoji170] DS 2014 [emoji170]
After 3 losses had DD 2018 [emoji178]

[Pbn3]

Sunstars I hope you find a new doc really soon. I'd recommend getting 48 hour betas if possible so you know and can start enjoying your pregnancy [emoji173]

DS 2012 [emoji170] DS 2014 [emoji170]
After 3 losses had DD 2018 [emoji178]

[Mommy2apples]

Thanks Mommy I'm overwhelmed again tonight - I just don't know how much more I can handle. I want a baby girl so dang bad but the physical, mental and emotional drain is really adding up. I told DH at dinner tonight I'm just so exhausted. We'll see I guess.

Of course you are exhausted momma. It’s completely normal, like pbn says if you feel you need more time, then take all the time you need. Heck I took a year off from ttc to fix myself emotionally and physically. [emoji175]


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[ABC.2606]

Verena that's amazing [emoji7]!!

Abc trust in your instinct [emoji173] if its telling you next cycle is too soon then I would wait. If you feel comfortable trying then go for it. You will know when its time xo

Mummy2boys a bd today wouldn't have likely contributed to conceiving if you o today so don't be too disappointed. You have a 2-o and a 1-o attempts and seriously cant get any better than that. How exciting!!!! Cant wait to see your next temp and fx fx fx its in post o range [emoji120]

DS 2012 [emoji170] DS 2014 [emoji170]
After 3 losses had DD 2018 [emoji178]

Thanks Pbn. The thing is if we do try next cycle I would want Clomid (RE confirmed again today that she will prescribe it for me whenever I'm ready), so I'll have to decide within the next couple of weeks if we're going to go for it. DH has been jogging a lot, avoiding red meat, taking OLE and we'd have 1 attempt and Clomid so there'd still be a lot of "pink" factors (plus all my wine and decaf coffee LOL). I don't know. Again - as I just wrote to M2A - it's just all so overwhelming. And I still gotta decide about the baby aspirin. I'm planning on calling my obgyn after we hear about DH's results to see his thoughts on all this.

[ABC.2606]

Of course you are exhausted momma. It’s completely normal, like pbn says if you feel you need more time, then take all the time you need. Heck I took a year off from ttc to fix myself emotionally and physically. [emoji175]


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Yea I do feel like I need to get a grip on my anxiety issues. I was so freaked out those few weeks I was pregnant (when i was thinking things were ok). I can't sustain that level of fear and anxiety over 9 months.

[Mommy2apples]

Yea I do feel like I need to get a grip on my anxiety issues. I was so freaked out those few weeks I was pregnant (when i was thinking things were ok). I can't sustain that level of fear and anxiety over 9 months.

No, it will always be hard even once you’ve conceived your healthy baby, but I believe if I would’ve went into conceive again before I was ready, it would’ve been so much worse. Believe me I had my freak out moments before I could feel her move really well, was constantly listening to her heart beat many times a day, before I could feel her move. Then if she isn’t moving as much as I think she should, I pray about it for her to move even more. I have this mentality that isn’t realistic, that she should move the whole time I’m awake. My anxiety isn’t as high as it was when I first got pregnant with her.


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[ABC.2606]

Yeah it's hard to know what to do for the best isn't it. I really wanted to try straight away but at the back of my mind I'm worried I've not given my body enough time to recover. Just take it a day at a time I reckon and see how you feel when you get nearer to ovulation time.
I got a positive opk yesterday and it's negative again today, I must have a really fast surge. So I'm hoping I ovulated today and my temp will rise tomorrow ����


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Yea I have a short surge too. FX you guys caught the egg!! We both just need to keep believing our rainbow babies are coming soon (Cue Journey's "Don't stop believin" song LOL!!)

[ABC.2606]

No, it will always be hard even once you’ve conceived your healthy baby, but I believe if I would’ve went into conceive again before I was ready, it would’ve been so much worse. Believe me I had my freak out moments before I could feel her move really well, was constantly listening to her heart beat many times a day, before I could feel her move. Then if she isn’t moving as much as I think she should, I pray about it for her to move even more. I have this mentality that isn’t realistic, that she should move the whole time I’m awake. My anxiety isn’t as high as it was when I first got pregnant with her.


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Going through pregnancy loss really takes away the innocence of pregnancy, yea? I mean I had paranoid/freak out moments with my boys but pregnancy was not so freaking terrifying then as it is now!!! It's like everything changes once you've had that feeling of losing a baby.