I lost my baby

[atomic sagebrush]

Ok. I wouldn't have you do anything any differently for now because we don't want to have you do anything that could cause trouble recovering if you do need another D and C.

While I do totally hope that the tissue is gone now unfortunately lack of bleeding doesn't mean that it will be resolved. I had retained tissue once and never bled (sorry this is a TMI moment! ) or had any symptoms and then all of a sudden I was standing at the stove and felt a horrible pain and passed a lump of tissue bigger than a lemon. Just like Panther I did not have any infection or symptoms, it was just there until it was gone. :/

I just don't want you to get your hopes up and then be disappointed. it may be that you will still need a D and C so go in prepared for that and if you get good news, it will be a nice surprise.

[atomic sagebrush]

I will tell you - the pregnancy I did not tell anyone till I was nearly 5 months was BLISS compared to the others. I didn't have to put up with any questions, anyone worrying about my health or the baby's health every 5 minutes (I was SUPER old, LOL) until it was looking pretty good that everything was going according to plan and then I was even able to reveal gender at the same time, which even though we do just want healthy babies of course, on this site we also have that desire to deal with as well which makes things even harder. I was just able to rip off the bandaid all at once and say "yes we're having ANOTHER baby" without ever having to hear all the baloney about things going wrong and if it would be another boy or whatnot.

[Blessedbymybabies]

That will probably be what I end up doing next time, almost sure of it. Some people already felt compelled to tell me on more than one occasion this pregnancy how it was too soon after my first loss. I almost feel like everyone jinxed my pregnancy this time, if you believe that kind of thing. It bothered me enough to learn my lesson, so I probably wont say next time, for a long time as you did. I cant believe Im already saying this, but I will probably try again soon...Very soon. Just want to lose the bit of weight I put on this past 4 months, and its already coming off as I naturally am still eating light, mostly vegetable based diet as thats all I feel like eating. I hate that anyone goes through this. Wish I could just have my baby...Praying so so incredibly hard that next time will be it. And Atomic, I want to thank you from my heart for your guidance...I will try to be much more attentive next time, especially on the things that matter... I should have followed my gut on your advice, I told my husband how it astounds me that whenever I dont follow my gut things turn the wrong way. Always without fail...

[atomic sagebrush]

I'm here for you so please don't hesitate - I'll help you however I can Whenever you are ready to proceed, we are all here cheering you on.