I've lost the baby

[3boys]

As I posted the other day I started lightly spotting after intercourse on Sunday. The spotting although only pink and minimal hasn't stopped. Went for an emergency scan today mostly expecting everything to be ok and it turns out my sweet baby's heart had stopped beating this week.

I am beyond devastated

It's 2.46 in the morning here in the UK and I just cannot sleep, I just am inconsolable.
All this crying over his gender last week and I would do anything and forego ever having a daughter to get him back.

[Jadis]

Oh hun, I'm so incredibly sorry. I can't imagine your grief right now, I'll be thinking of you in the coming weeks. I'm so sorry. My heart is aching with you.

[Wanting-a-girl]

Omg I'm so sorry for your loss!

[cvd]

Oh my goodness 3boys. My heart is breaking for you. I'm not even really sure what to say. I just feel so sad. I wish we could make it better somehow so so so sorry

[nuthinbutpink]

I'm very sorry.

[Yuzu]

Oh no. What a terrible thing. I'm so sorry; your heart must be broken.

[Princess of Pink]

I am so terribly sorry hon xoxo

[coocoobananas]

I'm so sorry you have to go through this big big hugs

[Violet_]

Oh sweetheart. That is such sad news. I'm truly sorry and wish I could make it okay. So sorry hun. Just remember we are all here for you if there is anyway we can help.

[Rosie85]

So so sorry 3boys. How heartbreaking. Thinking of you...