Not even sure what else to say really. Lots of tears from me for now. Hopefully things will look happier tomorrow.
She seems healthy so I am very thankful for that. I love her already but the pain of knowing I will never have my boy is very fresh so tears are never far away.
Might be time to get knitting something girly...I'm not that good at it but there is something about knitting that I find very therapautic.
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January 20th, 2012, 02:45 AM #1
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Well...it's girl #3 for grasshopper. Last baby...time to let go of the dream.
DD#1 - 06 
DD#2 - 08 
DD#3 - 12
3 x cycles at SART - unsuccessful
Moved on from HT - tried naturally
Beautiful baby girl # 3 born in May
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January 20th, 2012, 03:09 AM #2
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Sorry you didn't hear boy, but congrats on a healthy little bubba.
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January 20th, 2012, 03:09 AM #3
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Big hugs, Mama
I'm so sorry. xo
Crunchy Mama to 3 rambunctious boys~
'06 :bike: '08 
'10
Our beautiful is here!!
Felina Lilyanne was born at home ~ 4/12!
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January 20th, 2012, 03:28 AM #4
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Oh Grasshopper, so sorry you didn't get your boy. Congrats on a healthy little girl.
xxxx
8 6 wishing for a
Cycle 1 HRC in June 2011- cancelled cycle, no response at all.
Cycle 2 at SART start stims Oct 10th
Another cancelled cycle. No response. 
Cycle 3 at SART, started stims Dec 31st, cancelled AGAIN.
Cycle 4 Donor eggs in South Africa May 2012, freezing and shipping to USA for PGD
FET- 19th July- NT (only 2 normals, both boys)
Cycle 5 Last shot- donor eggs at Genesis- Cyprus using his sperm sort, Jan 2013 BFN
FET Feb 2013 BFP 
Miscarriage @ 6 wks. 
FET June 2013. On metaformin now for Insulin resistance. Mental health starting to border on insanity now. BFN
FET July 2013. Last embie BFN
Cycle 6 Really truly last shot- Donor eggs HRC, planned all freeze Feb, 7XX frozen
immune treatment for me
FET May 2014 BFP Miscarriage @ 8 weeks
FET Nov 2014 BFP Miscarriage @ 12 weeks
FET Oct 2015 BFP Blighted ovum confirmed @ 8 weeks. Miscarriage.
SURROGACY!!!!! FET 1xx Feb 4th BFP, HB seen
My precious baby girl arrived Oct 19th 2016
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January 20th, 2012, 03:42 AM #5
Big Dreamer
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Thanks ladies...have stayed dry-eyed now for a good 45 mins...yay me...lol.
Wanting, I just read your signature...can't believe you had a 3rd cancelled cycle. Some of us just don't do well with IVF hey. Great to hear you have a new plan though. GL. DD#1 - 06 DD#2 - 08 DD#3 - 12
3 x cycles at SART - unsuccessful
Moved on from HT - tried naturally
Beautiful baby girl # 3 born in May
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January 20th, 2012, 04:56 AM #6
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Sorry that you didn't get to hear boy. Congrats on a healthy baby girl though!
DW: 30
DH: 32
2008 2010 2013
Cycle #1- HRC November 2014
5 normal XX and 1 normal XY
Transferred 1 XY HB BB- BFP!
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January 20th, 2012, 05:04 AM #7
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So sorry grasshopper. Really was hoping blue for you. Best wishes on the new baby and you can cry if you want to.
Eternally grateful Dr P, Lori and lab team !
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January 20th, 2012, 07:20 AM #8
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I just don't know why things can't work out the way we want them to. I hope you get a chance to get some new things for this baby and I bet DD2 will love being a big sis! I know you are sad but many of us have been there and it does get better. I hope you stick around with us and KUP.
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January 20th, 2012, 08:24 AM #9
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so sorry you didnt hear boy but congratualtions on your little princess!
Mommy to
2006 2008
BFP 13-12-2011 Praying for healthy But a healthy would be nice too
Make a pregnancy ticker
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January 20th, 2012, 11:10 AM #10
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I'm so sorry you didn't hear boy. I know from experience that your 3rdDD will be a blessing--but I totally understand your feelings. Take this time to mourn and feel what you need to feel. We're all here for you. Congrats on a healthy baby girl!
and 
along the way.
Due with a
after prayer and and slight swaying.
"It must take quite a man to knock the balls off a boy!"
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